Merry Christmas!

Its Christmas!!! And as usual, I'm at home. Dun really feel like going out, especially going to squeeze with people to countdown. Not that I'm all alone on this eve of someones 忌日, i was having my annual Christmas gift exchange with my cousins. Since from many years ago, i had already dun like this festival, dunno why also, but on this day i will feel very lonely, even when I'm with a lot of friends and family, i will just feel lonely, maybe the one who can make me feel warm and wanted is not around me bah. Not that i dun have friends and family who make me feel warm lah, but i need someone who can make me feel that I'm the only thing in her heart. Wah lao, all these make me seem so loser lah, kao, i shall stop it.

My rugby match day is coming soon, on the 30th at NTU SRC field, all are welcome and asked to come and support me. The day to show if I'm right to accept the captaincy of my hall's rugby team. If we can't proceed to even the quarters, that means I'm a lousy captain, even if our group is the group of death, no excuses. I found out 1 thing, i cannot cope with pressure, i will miss the drop kicks, shit, i must train more.

Last week, i saw National Treasure, damn nice lah, well not that the show is damn nice, but i love this kind of thing, mystery, puzzles, adventure. The show got some parts which are confusing, like the page 47 thingy, never explain properly. And it is entirely on US's history, not all of us knew the history, so may feel abit lost. Lucky i know somethings, like President Lincoln was assassinated in an opera, my friend who was beside me was totally lost lah, he dun even know that USA got this mountain which was of the faces of 4 fathers of America, i only recognised Lincoln and Washington, other 2 cannot really remember, but i read somewhere before hoh. The writer very clever, can link all the things together, hope to see more of such shows soon! I love such stories, read all the Dan brown collection and another author's one also, forgot his name, but i remembered one book was of about the Knights Templar.

Once again, Merry Christmas everyone!!!

Update about my life

Its being 2 weeks since i last blogged. Dun really know wat to write and also too lazy to do anything. Well, i juz came back from dnd comm free dinner at ricetable, erm, food so so only, not very nice. This 2 weeks being very busy, busy with interviews and dunno why during exam period very free, and scv got alot of nice shows to watch, after exam over, i became damn busy, almost everyday got something on and the scv got nothing to watch. This 2 weeks i found out something about myself, that i'm actually very homely, i prefer to stay at home then going out and too lazy to go out also. The past week, i had been to 3 interviews, at pwc, deloitte and ernst and young. Before i got into final year, i only wanna go pwc, now when i got it, i am not really interested anymore. Its just my JC days when i wanted to go AJC badly when i was in sec 4, then when got the chance to get in, i chose NYJC. I'm in a dilemma, dunno if i wanna go the so called prestigious PWC, the one with similar name to mine, Ernst and Young or the one which is almost as slack at pwc, yet which alot of my frens are going Deloitte. Sigh, fan ah! Yesterday went for Deloitte's cocktail function at Hilton hotel, free food, but no chairs to sit. The people were psychoing us to choose it, me being a rather stubborn guy who wun give in to psychoing, was abit tempted to go DT. I wish i got something tat can tell me which one to choose. Sian.
I also found out another thing about myself, I'm not ready for a relationship yet. I dun really wanna commit myself in 1 relationship, be there all the time when ur gf needs u, have to listen to her whine and being her sandbag. Yet on the other hand, i long for someone to be there when i need her, accompany me for movie marathons. Rubbish blog, cannot think properly at all.